MONOGAMY

Today when I was doing project in school, I heard this girl talking to her friends, she was in the same room, and she was practically talking with full blast kind of volume.
Ok now..let me get this straight, icaaa..i wasnt eavesdropping! LOL.
the whole class can hear her can.hahahaha.

anyway, she said some funny stuff. here goes
girl (g):"(bla bla bla) by 40 years old im going to be retire and work for voluntary organization"
friends (f): "hahahaha..yeah right.."
g: "im serious. you know, i have confidence that i can be super rich by that time. i will own a ferrari, a mercerati, a lamborghini, a jaguar, a mercedes benz.."(she mentioned another 3 cars at least)
f:"hahahhaha"
g:" you all dont believe me? its achievable what. i tell you, next time you come to my house you have to bring a plastic bag for your drools"
f:" why not just marry some rich guy so that you can be rich straight away?"
g:" i dont' want to marry rich guys. rich guys will have mistresses. i want a poor husband."
f: "but when the poor husband marry you he will become rich what?"
g:" no. i will only give him $1000 a month and i will check all his spending. whether he spent any on hotels, or gifts or etc"
f:" and what if the poor husband cheat?"
g: "i will castrate him!!"

i tell you, my group mates and I were laughing our head off when we heard all this.
It was such an entertainment while doing the disgusting and stressful project.

Talking about mistress right, I read somewhere that human by nature are NOT monogamous. Meaning it is very easy for a person to like 2 person or more at the same time. and the only way you can be loyal is if you love your real gf/bf very much, it will bring conscience to you.

even till marriage, there is no such thing love stays forever. i have seen it around, everywhere. how can marriage be successful? commitment. the believe in commitment. and the effort you put in so that the love can rekindle every time it almost die off. apparently people in their 40's tend to have this falling-in-love season again. and it is said that at that time, how to save your marriage?"fall in love with your spouse again, not with another person."
Every time you almost lose the feelings with your bg/gf remember the things that make you fall in love with them, not the other way around. Unless, of course they have done somethings terribly wrong, which I assume you would be smart enough to make your own decision.

Things that almost make me fall in love with my bf over and over again, he always manage to do something new and always surprise me by making me laugh and smile. and he sometimes doesn't even try. Sometimes if feels like I just got together with him a week ago, as I have never feel bored of him. strange isnt it? for people who don't believe in love, there is no need to be sarcastic for this entry. Close your eyes or find some other blog to read. This is my blog, I can say whatever I wanna say :)

a little memoir today: stutters+pokes=smiless!!loves my honey <3

That's when I love you-Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

my fav song at the moment.although i think the song is stupid.
lol. "love you no matter what"?? like even your bf/gf cheated on you?
sorry man that sounds like a stupid love to me.

anw, its a nice and an easy-listening song. check it out :)

FLYING SOMEWHERE?

I hate it that during tests and exams my brain stops functioning.
like yesterday, I was doing a database test and halfway I just cannot think anymore.
I seriously wanted to cry. But judging again I shouldn't embarrass myself in front of other 17 people of which 15 are guys.=.=

anyway, Yesterday had a deeeeep talk with caca and bek.
I think I have not talked to both of them about this kind of thing before,
mainly life after you finish your study.

Ica brought up one important point. Which is that living in Asia, no matter how hard you try, academic is still the outmost important, which is why, both her and I want to fly far far away from asia.lol
cha,bek:*fly fly* hahahaha* (inside joke. sorry for those that dont understand.lol)

I think to a certain extent it is true that westerners do not place as much importance on academic as compared to Asian. BUT, to think again, the best schools are located in America mainly, Like Harvard and MIT. And students who managed to get into there are like considered gods and goddesses.

Haix. It further emphasize how unfair is the world. Students who can get into these schools are mainly the RICH and GENIUS. Well, ya, the poor can get into there too, if you are even more genius than the genius, then they will give you the scholarships.

The highly priced school fees are not unreasonable, I have to agree, as they have to employ the BEST OF THE BEST teachers and professors in the world to teach and produce the BEST students of the world. But yea...it supports my stand just now. life is unfair. but i won't whine =)hahahhaha

for now, I shall just do whatever I can, and then work as hard as I can and hopefully, when I have enough money, I will fly to my dream land =))

alrighto! gtg now
xoxo, vans

random

you gotta watch this video! the girl in the middle is freaking cool!!

ARMY!arghh!

Came across ica's blog and i particularly like these 2 phrases about friendship:
“The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.” - Elisabeth Foley
"Don't pity the girl with one true friend. Envy her. Pity the girl with just a thousand acquaintances." - Katie Obenchain

I TOTALLY AGREE with the latter. as you all can see by referring to my earlier post(why i am me-red) LOL. As for the former, how i wish it is true. I think it is very sad that friendship cannot fool time and distance. I miss Vina and veni a hell lot, but no matter how i try fooling myself, we just do not have that bond anymore. They have new friends, so do I(well..some studying friends in SMU..don't know whether that count =x) anyway, I just wish when we really do meet again, it will not be awkward cos it will be damn sad :(

( I have read somewhere that people who write and always start with "I"-show how egocentric and selfish they are..so..)..heck, I cant think of how to start without I..anyway..I have been deceiving myself(again) that April is still so far away, but is not! my bf is going army in mid-april! I really don't know what am I suppose to do. See him everyday before he goes in, OR meet him less so that I will not miss him as much when he really goes in.

I don't know!haix. I sometimes really think why is there any need for Singaporean guys to go army. its not like spore can really defend themselves when someone attack them. with that size of troops?? but then again, Spore govt is so smart by having good relations with big country like America and Australia. And America has been known for being good in wars, don't they? so maybe they do stand a chance.

anyway, just a little refreshment:
check out this website. quite funny.enjoy! =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDkhzHQO7jY

nb: I realize nigahiga video about why chrisbrown beat rihanna has been removed. so sorry i cant give u e link anymore! what a pity. it was quite hilarious. =(

ECONOMY IS BAD

haix..im super stress right now..
the bad economy is getting onto me..
my mom these few days keep saying how bad the business is and i can't help but feeling worried and helpless..

i feel very useless not doing anything for them..
i want to go back and help them run the business
although i am not much of a help as i dont have any knowledge..
and talking about business, makes me regret going to smu..its only like 1.5 years more i can take my 2nd major in business..
but for now i am useless..

i know what i can do as a daughter is just study hard..
but i really REALLY envy people who pay their school fees with their own savings
i mean its really amazing dont you think?
they are all so young yet they (almost) dont depend on their parents anymore..

i just realize another thing. i live by rules.
i feel contented being controlled. funny isnt it?
i tink i wont know what to do if i dont have rules to follow.
guess it is because i have been living with rules ever since i start learning to walk.
and eventhough now i can choose not to follow rules, i can't.
i feel handicap without them, and i wont enjoy my freedom
o.O

i pity myself.
lol

gotta go back to studying,ciao!
xoxo, vans

WHY I AM ME

You know, sometimes I really wonder why I have so few friends.
Apparently, all along I have been denying the fact that I am very friendly and approachable
My sis started to point out this fact since few years ago.
hmm, then looking back I realize that this might be true, and strangely, it dont bother me AT ALL.

strange isnt it?
i mean, for me Quality is way better than quantity.
like, what for having 15 friends when you only need them to have fun?
and when u need them, they are not there for you?
is that what you call friends?

i believe my sis can rebut this very well, cos she thinks the opp.
from as long as i can recall, like starting SMP 1, i already dont have many friends.
i am always happy and contented having like at most 3 close friends(mostly girls)
thats why i believe that many ppl view me as arrogant last time..
(or maybe till now =x)

actually its very easy for me to start talking to ppl, and after talking for a few times, the person
might feel that we are quite close.
but most of the time, i dont quite feel the same.
hmm, i tink im very picky in terms of choosing friends and its very hard for me to accept friends that have personality that i despise.
one thg for sure, i cant fake whether i like someone or not
so, if i really dont like someone, i wont bother faking being nice, cos i think thats hypocrite.
two-headed snake acc to eugene.lol

but i am happy with the state of i am now.
like eventho i dont go out with at least 10 ppl a week, i always have fulfilling days spent
with my bf (junkai as many of my indon fren cant rmb his name.lol) and ica and bek
=))

oohh! ytd was our 2nd anniv and fri we are going to celebrate it ^^
we are just goin to eat at a nice small restaurant at toa payoh. nt going to any fancy resto for teh time being. my valentine this yr was sooo screwed because of OOSH. the price thr was so over rated i tell u.
200 plus! i advice dont go thr during valentine's.hmph.

xoxo,vans

FIRST ENTRY

i have no idea why i start blogging because first of all, i have a diary on my own
and im not really open with sharing my feelings w ppl
afterall, i am antisocial.lol

anw, im inspired to start blogging cos i am WAYYY too bored in the stat class.
i am falling asleep
and looking at ica's and feli's blog, they have very unique and interesting way writing blog.
i wanna try out my talent too =P

my blog would most likely be shared just among few ppl that i trust, so
you know you are trusted when i do share it w u.hahahaha

dats all for noow.ciao!