~Is it worth it to do the things I do?~

Just came back from Bali now, still on the road trip.. Final trip
Is bandung, where we are gonna spend our new year..
Looks like there will be havoc created during new year.
About 25 ppl of all our family members gonna come together..
Not sure whether I'm excited about this or not >.<
Sometimes I love crowd, but more often I detest..huff

Bali was fantastic! As always.. We swam in the beach, we went suntan
We kayaked, we shopped and we drank wine and we loved..
And bali always make people want to come back again and
Again
Here we conclude 3 top reasons why people never get enough of Bali:
1. The place is heaven like, beaches every where..and nusa dua beach
The one we stayed at is damn clean and beautiful.
2.The people are super friendly and not evil, like criminally
Inclined
3. They are artistically inclined, a lot of things to see, like
Tari Kecak and Bagong

After the trip..
A lot of things on my mind after talking to ica..
I realise more than ever than I am very selfish and I really thibk
That I am not yet suited for a relationship..
Gonna tidy up myself before I should enter any relationship..

Qn in mind : will you consider a woman who decides not to be married
As selfish??

Loves, xoxo

"Aline"

Check out this song...currently in love with this song..
its in French and u can find out the lyrics online if u want..hahaha..
enjoy! its very nice, romantic and soothing :DD

im not broken

Borrowing this quote from someone I know, "I AM NOT BROKEN SO DON'T TRY TO FIX ME."

People make mistakes. Humans are not perfect. I am human therefore I do mistakes and I am not perfect.

how does a 21 behave?

Tell me..how does a 21 year-old behave??
its killing me that my parents are still treating me like a 13 year old. They dont only say that they do but they REALLY DO treat me like that.

Sure, I love them and at the end of the day I will understand why they do the things they do. But for now let me complain for a minute or so >.<

so..I have been in Pekanbaru for a mth plus by now, and obviously, having friends around I cant afford not to go out w my friends. and ever since I can drive, I just seem to enjoy it more and more. Long story short, I go out with my friends every alternate days and come back around 11 or 11.30. I sure need reassurance right now because I do know that many ppl my age go out till that late. And I tell u, only twice, only TWICE i came back at 12.30 am. and they are already screaming like nobody's business...

It drives me mad that now they tell me I can only go with my friends twice a week and have to come back before 11. PLEASE! I know that even 16 or 17 years old can get that kind of freedom already.

and the reason that they give for not letting me drive around until 12 am: "sa, this is a small city with high criminal rate. what if ur car broke down in the middle of nowhere and ppl robe u?worse they kidnap, and rape or kill?" >.<
haix I know that it is not impossible to happen but why do ppl around me always tend to think about the MOST negative things that can happen. haix..

I also sometimes pick up my friends, who are mostly guys, BUT there are girls too.
anw my dad said
"do u know u embarass me by picking up ur guy friends??its like saying u have to be after them, or it seems u r the one chasing them..what if their parents see and since u noe its a small city, news will be flying around and soon everybody will talk about how desparate my daughter is??
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like kill meeeeeeeee
seriously..this is why i hate being in a small godforsaken city. T____T

I AM 21 and I need to be treated like a 21!! haix
they keep saying u shld first behave like a 21 so that we can see u as an adult and treat u like one.

SO people, my beloved friends, please tell me how does a 21 behave? cos bloody hell I have no freaking idea.