Please try to forgive and forget me.
I can promise nothing. My life is in total discertainty ever since I chose to be in this business.
And I am prepared for that. I look forward for every single moment I can go to other country to work. I dont even care I dont speak a single word of the language.
Life is short, I cannot have best of both words, hence I chose to live my life by following the flow. I dont want to give up my dream to be able to work and live in half of the world.
Girls like me is not meant to be in relationship. We could only hurt the people we love.
I am sorry.